|Can I have some point, please... |
I really would like to have a Premium Membership.
This week just... Bad things happend to me that made me feel bad, down, and disappointed. Every day after another I felt deeper... When I thought it can't be worse, the next day made it happaned. When I though finaly a good thing would happen to me, finaly something what will cheer me up, but it disappointed me too, and I felt even more deeper...
I know that I should celebrate, but I just can't... I totaly lost my mood, and I totaly lost my spirit to draw... at the moment I just feel like I don't want to draw anymore. I just want to leave this damn world, and not turning back...
I want to apologise for you... But at the moment, I just can't draw. So don't expect me any update soon. I don't say that I will not draw anything in the future (that would be to reckless), I just feel like now this, but who know...
I wish/hope that I already reached the deepest where I could be... So I can finaly go only up, after that...